children begin by loving their parents; as they grow older they judge them; sometimes they forgive them.

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my bestest

and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

- I'm Yours by Jason Mraz

I don't have a camera.



Maybe I'll get one some day, but for the now, I rely on my phone and on most occasions, kind friends who send me their copies of photos which have me in them.

I hardly never put pictures up.
Hardly ever do I show my life beyond the words words words that spill from my fingers.

Hardly ever do I even imagine that my life is picture worthy.
But sometimes.


Not all the time, but sometimes..

It is.

Adulthood, its a very strange notion.

I am an adult.

I am not an adult.

I won't pretend that I am perfectly happy with everything in my life. I am however, content with the life I'm slowly building in the country my childhood happened in. I have my social groups. I have my friends. I have my acquaintances. I have my family. I have my friends who have become my family.

I have learned to make time for myself. I have learned when to say no. I have learned when to say yes.

Most of the time, I feel like Im play acting that I'm all done with university, happily graduated and working.

Sometimes, I feel it. The financial self sufficiency and reliancy. The responsibilities. The love. The obligations.

And in the most basic way, its still hard to believe its true.

But yeah, like my sometimes picture worthy life...

it is.