we all lie to ourselves to be happy.

"....getting drunk, and flashing your breasts isn't an act of personal empowerment. It's you, so fashioned and programmed by the construct of patriarchal society that you no longer know what's best for yourself.

A damsel too dumb to even know she's in distress."


-Chuck Palahniuk(sp?), Snuff

The quote struck me. Because I see so many young women going crazy much too fast and much too soon. And they believe its empowering.

This will never get as much airplay as Katy but:




Also. If you seek Amy is not as innocent as it first sounded.

Earth Hour came and went. I didn't feel a pinch.

I am not as certain of the world as I was yesterday because of happenings today.

I love my family and I'm terrified beyond terrified of the ramifications of some certain decisions.

I am always waiting, waiting, waiting.

I hope this time I waited for something worthwhile.

Its such a long night and yet I don't want tomorrow to come. Ever feel that way? When the night has been all you could ask for. Tomorrow just doesn't seem fair..